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About Myself

psy·cho (sk)
n.
   A psychopath.

adj.
   Crazy; insane.

ok so here it is. here is all the information you need to decide whether i am extremely abnormal or just the average teenage girl.
 
 
I <3 CRUNCHY PEANUT BUTTER.
AND NAPOLEON DYNAMITE.
 
 
Name: Heather Nicole Gustaveson
Age: 15 *w00t*
BdAy: April 14, 1990
Height: 5'0'' *im funsize!* *not midget, just vertically challenged!*
Eyes: Hazel
Hair: short. im a blonde again baby!!!
Location: Trevor and Bristol
School: Shoreland (SLHS) *grr it sucks, i hate it*
Favorite Sayings: "Shut the F**k up Chuck!" .."Its on like Donkay Kong!".."Call me butter cuz I'm on a roll!"..."JK!!"... "oh really"
 
Tv Shows: South Park, that 70's show, the simpsons, Maury *inspirational* Family Guy, grim adventures of billy & mandy, futurama, MAD TV!!, aqua teen, whos line is it anyways, everwood *ephrim!!*, real world, road rules, reno 911, Ellen DeGeneres, Steve Harvey's Big Time, Everybody Loves Raymond, American Idol, Fear Factor, the Surreal Life *flava flav!!*, Will and Grace, Friends, According to Jim, 8 Simple Rules for Dating my Teenage Daughter, any makeover show, King of the Hill., AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!!!,
 
Movies: Dumb and Dumber, Dumb and Dumberer, Titanic *tear*, all of the Austin Powers movies, Patch Adams, Godsend, Liar Liar, The Forgotten, A Walk to Remember, all of the Screams, Finding Nemo!, all of the Haloweens, Fear Dot Com, all of the Scary Movie's, (not any scary movie.. Scary Movie the movie.. yea ill stop trying to explain now) ALADDIN!!, Grease, the Lion King!, Cellular, 13 Going on 30, Jackass, Big Fish, 50 First Dates, thirteen <--kickass movie!!!, Against the Ropes, Along Came Polly, Cheaper by the Dozen, Deuplex, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Cat in the Hat, Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights, Gothika, Honey, Mona Lisa Smile, Matchstick Men, Secret Window *johnny depp!!!*, Starsky & Hutch, Secondhand Lions, Phone Booth, Taking Lives, The Butterfly Effect, the Prince and Me, Life As a House, Identity, The Notebook, The Grudge, The Day After Tomorow, Elf, Raising Helen, White Chicks, Dodgeball, NAPOLEON DYNAMITE,
Soul Plane, Flight of the Pheonix, Little Black Book, White Noise, Meet the Parents, Meet the Fockers, Coach Carter, Hide and Seek, Envy,
 
Music: blink 182, metallica, the starting line, rancid, mest, system of a down *headbang*, sugarcult, slipknot, slayer, cradle of filth, from autumn to ashes, smile empty soul, the killers, bleeding through, the living end, avenged sevenfold, afi, eve 6, brand new, evanescense, the used, something corporate, story of the year, switchfoot, saliva, linkin park, godsmack, greenday, the offspring, misfits, disturbed, korn, the darkness, chevelle, marilyn manson, taproot, lost prophets, three days grace, a perfect circle, staind, sublime, sum 41, shinedown, ill nino, poison the well, taking back sunday, breaking benjamin, modest mouse,  kenny wayne shepherd *sexy*, coheed and cambria, sevendust, alter bridge, killswitch engage, incubus, skillet, lamb of god, seether, collective soul, social distortion, finger eleven, 40 below summer, senses fail, sublime, nirvana, snow patrol, foo fighters, red hot chili peppers, nine inch nails, weezer, smashing pumpkins.. (sorry if i listed any twice!! lol)
i listen to anything from punk to heavy metal as you can see and i am proud of it!! must have variety!!! its no fun sticking to one type of music.. or one type of 'clothing type'. you have to enjoy other things that are out there. you dont have to be just gothic and listen to only gothic music you know! you can be punk, skater, and goth.. and listen to a bunch of different music! it actually is way more fun!!
 
oh and sorry if i am to 'emo' for u .. or if my music is to 'emo'.. but i really dont give a shit what you think! i can listen to what i want. you know how when you listen to your type of music it makes you feel better? well what if emo music makes ME feel better? and its not my problem if i like songs that have meaning to them... and help me express the way i feel. and also for all you 'anti emo' people out there.. why are you so worried what other people listen to or act like anyways? its not your life, so you really should have no say about it. most of you people that sit there judging other people do it because you dont want to realize how pathetic your reality is.. so you decide to pick on someone elses!  you can have an opinion on emo.. but you shouldnt go as far as not liking people because of it and cutting them down! thats just f**ked up. and its not like im saying anything about your style either.. you do wut the hell u wanna do and ill do what i wanna do!
ok im all done now!
 
 
what i like to do: i like going to movies (scary ones especially) *screams*, hanging out with my friends, reading sad or suspensful books, writing poetry, listen to music *headbang*, shopping with my friends at the mall *mess up aeropostale!*, laughing about stupid things or old memories with my friends,  walking around aimlessly, going down by the rocks at the lake *w00t*, going to the skatepark, chillin on alex's or beccas porch, calling beccas dog fat and trying to ride it <--lol,  speaking my mind, hearing other people give their opinion and go against me so i can have a little debate with them, giving my opinion and realizing i stand alone with that opinion, being loud in english class, being home alone (makes me feel independant lol) spending time with my boyfriend, play volleyball *not for my school*, laughing at funny jokes, laughing at my own jokes, then laughing at the way i laugh, making maceroni and cheese *tests noodle*, twix and skittles *becca :-)* sitting on top of things that dont belong to me, breaking things, fire, watching little old ladies cross the street *aww so cute!*, stay out late at night, PLAY DDR *oh man i am freakishly obsessed when it comes to ddr*, do funny things in the car with my sis *binoculars, goin 20mph, windshield wipers! lol* talk online to my friends, look at peoples infos over and over again, eat chicken and cheese casadillas with sour cream from taco bell *mmm*, finding a realy good quote on the internet and putting it in my profile. going to six flags great america!, goobering! *becca!* seeing a gay couple walking around in love *love is beautiful no matter what the form is!* stalk hott guyz at the mall, buy cds and posters, lick weird objects to make people feel uncomfortable, waving at people, watching my best friend yell at someone i hate *lol becca.. sheylee*, say nice things to retarted people. go shopping with chris at khols!! YAY LOL, go on vacations and getting really tan, making new friends *ive realized its actually really fun!!* go on vacations, realizing who my REAL friends are and whos just fake, having romantic times with your boyfriend, having serious conversations that really mean something, watching a REALLY good movie and then having that GREAT feeling afterwards!!, seeing someone u havent seen in like forever, reading a funy note, acting like im black, fighting,  being mean to ppl i HATE (alicia), mashed potatoes, music, reading fiction books about things such as vampires.. etc., going to goodwill, salvation army.. etc., get money for christmas or other holidays, having a big wad of one dollar bills and then other ppl think i have a bunch of money hahaha eat steak from applebees, laugh at ugly people, laugh at chineese ppls.
those are just a few examples of things i enjoy doing!!!
 
 
dislikes: when im waiting for my bagel to pop outta the toaster and im just staring at the lil toaster oven and all of a sudden DING! .. it scares me!!, watcing scarey movies when im home alone, frizzy hair, big ppl that wear small clothes and their fat hangs out the side of their shirt n stuff, justin timberlake, alicia waligora, posers, guys that are sexist, ppl who are hott that show that they think theyre hott, barbies, guys who think its cool to not b 'emotional', looking out windows at night bcuz i always think a face is gonna pop out or somethen like wut happens in scary moobies, when people disclude me from the group and i am just sitten there like wtf, eggnog, VERY COLD weather, snow, caugh medicine, sharing things, mr weichman, ppl that talk shit but cant say it to my face, arielle (lol), when ppl get pissed at me for hanging out with other people.. when ppl say that i hang out with other ppl to much and that they arent the only ones noticing.. i mean wtf why should anyone even have a say in who i hangn out with!?!?...
rawr  ill add more later lol
 
 
if you think im weird.. then thats okay. but if you'd like to say it to my face.. please rephrase it as *GifTeD* bcuz not many people have the priviledge of being this way! :-)
 
 
my sn is c0Lrful in black
 
 
 
i have a boyfriend and his name is mike. :-)
6-2-05
 
 
a neat little hint i came up with one nite when i had no milk left and i was at bris with rachel: when you make maceroni, instead of putting milk in.. put water in! it sounds nasty but tastes so much better! im fer serious man!! it tastes cheesier.
 
 
 
so yea, i go to this school.. Shoreland Lutheran High School. (SLHS). some of you may have heard of it. if not, let me inform you. It is a highly religious school, and all the kids that go there are stuck up and rich. Well, let me refrase that; MOST of the kids are stuck up and rich. Its a school where all the kids are bad, almost worse than public schools, but nobody knows it or seems to acknowledge it when told. Drugs, alcohol, sex, vandalism, and stealing is all a part of Shoreland, and because of the tight environment with about 300 kids, everyone gets sucked into it. Now, kids can do what they desire, and I have absoultely nothing against that. My point in bringing it up is that parents somehow seem to think that Shoreland is 'best' for their kids because of the healthy religious enviornment and the personal one on one attention. Well let me tell you, it really dosent matter.  Nobody wants the personal attention anyways, and most dont need it because they are doing fine in school. I find it absolutely hilarious how the girls there can wear mini-skirts and small tanktops, yet band shirts, or skulls/spikes are not allowed. I think looking like a slut is way worse than having some symbol on your shirt or pants, but that is just my personal opinion, and obviously it does not matter. Public schools have all the groups, so you are destined to fit in somewhere. At Shoreland, theres one group (rich preppy popular people), and theres other groups (not popular people). Now, when most of the people in 'your group' is leaving, and you still have to go there next year, what is there left but a bunch of people who look at you as a strange outcast who dresses weird? What do you do when now you have to walk the halls alone, or maybe with the one or two friends you have, knowing that you could be actually ENJOYING your highschool experience elsewhere? What do you do when you start FAILING school because you are so miserable? What do you do knowing that there are plenty of classes you would love to take, but you cant because Shoreland dosent provide them? These are all questions that wil stay unanswered i guess. wow i sound like some fucken analyst freak that is so concerned. well i am so screw u.
 
 
i used to be part of:
The Projects
cora
katelynn
becca
heather <--me
 
^^^^those were good times. i miss them.:(
 
names people have used referring to me...

ROACH420: your michael jackson
xSLIPKNOTxtxjx: hey sexay laday
BUNNYdaLiFEguard: ur creepy
xSLIPKNOTxtxjx: alfalfa llama
Tobalsky13: ur sucha silly little winkie
CowGirl908: omg your so cool
Thursdays Cure: heather
malade amour: Hey baby!
ROACH420: dork
xSLIPKNOTxtxjx: UR SO PIMP HEATHER!!!!
ROACH420: ur white
xSLIPKNOTxtxjx: SWEETIE POO
Thursdays Cure: ur silly
xLiFeSuCksx 1: omg your so straing
Tobalsky13: silly weiniex
SLIPKNOTxtxjx: BYE BYE HUN
x iLoVErichie x: YOU LIL BIOTCH :-P
SmarterChild: Hi Satan.
x iLoVErichie x: weirdo!!!!!!
xLiFeSuCksx 1: cat pornographer
LoWriDeRpImP7: hey shorty
xDaRkObSeSsIoNx: hi sugar muffin
trickeyj: your soo funny
Thursdays Cure: u little horn dog you
silent immolate: I LOVE YOU LIL NANNER
Thursdays Cure: i think ur just a desperate ice queen in need of a good humpin
 
the first one on my list is my FAVORITE haha :-P

 

wait for the boy who will
make a
[ [ ordinary moment ] ]
 
seem .:*magical*:.
the kinda bOy whO`ll :: bring Out ::
the very *best* inside of ->
u
at absOlutely anytime || nO matter ||
what the :: circumstances ::
wait fOr the bOy whO
will
make u smile like * nO1 else *
the bOy whO -always- wants
tO { shOw u Off } tO the
wOrld .
when
yOur in ''sweats'' n have
* nO make up On
*but really*
*appreciates* wen u
get
:+: dOlled up fOr him :+:
wait for the bOy whO`ll
put u
in the center Of his [ u n i v e r s e ]

//* mOst Of all *\\
because->thats where u
*belOng*

 
Wait for the guy who will
risk the comments from his friends
just so he can be with you. 
Who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when
you hang up on him.
Who stays awake
just to watch you sleep. 
Wait for the guy who pursues you. 
Who kisses your forehead. 
Who wants to show you off to
the world when your in sweats. 
Who holds your hand
in front of his friends. 
The one who's constantly reminding
you how much he cares...
and how lucky he is to have you. 
Thats the one worth waiting for.
 
 

There she is, standing in the corner with the smile on her face.
There she is, going on through life feeling like a big disgrace.
The smile covers up everything. Its a veil to keep her problems unheard.
Stuck in her voided life, broken hopes. Her mind is absurd.
Reality is taking over her, her blood is slowly dying down.
Creating illusions just so she can have something around.
Her dreams seem so unreachable. Love has become ideal.
She wants to see herself bleed. Outward scars make her inner ones heal.
Pain consumes her body mentally. Her interests are now morbid.
What is horrible cant get better. Why is being sad so forbid?
Nobody is looking at her the same anymore. She’s grown bitter.
Its as though her opinion means nothing. Everything is deferred.
So just look. She’s standing in the corner with the smile on her face.
There she is, going on through life feeling like a big disgrace...

 

I wish I was the reason you smile.
I wish I was the one who you were crazy for.
I wish I could be that phone call you wait for every night.
I wish I was the girl you were proud to say is yours.
I wish I was the one who knows you better than you know yourself.
I wish I had what she has, she has you.

leave! >:-)  <<evil grin