Misty My name is Misty, I am but three, My eyes are swollen, I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong, Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake, I'm all alone, The house is dark, My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come, I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back from Charlie's Bar. hear him curse, my name he calls I press myself against the wall I try and hide, from his evil eyes, I'm so afraid now, I'm starting to cry he finds me weeping, he shouts ugly words, he says it's my fault that he suffers at work he slaps me and hits me, and yells at me more, I finally get free, and I run for the door he's already locked it and I start to bawl, he takes me and throws me, against the hard wall. fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken, and my daddy continues with more bad words spoken. I'm sorry!", I scream, but it's now much too late his face has been twisted into unimaginable hate. the hurt and the pain again and again oh please God, have mercy! oh please let it end! And he finally stops and heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor My name is Misty And I am but three, Tonight my daddy... Murdered me.   This Will Make You Cry... Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all ( and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." Another Sad Story...   A girl and guy were speeding on a motorbike over 100 mph on the road... Girl: Slow down, I'm scared! Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. *Girl hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? Its bugging me.   (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes were broken, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. Without You I'd Die  The night was dreary and the rain came down She said "Lets go for a ride away from town" All through the ride she had nothing to say It was almost as if something stood in her way Then suddenly it came, out of the blue "My parents said I have to break up with you" "I'm sorry" she said.. "I cant pretend" "My parents said our love must end" She took off his ring as tears came from his eyes At the same time, the fear of losing her began to arise With tears threatening to fall, he held them back As he unconsciously parked the car on a railroad track He wrote something on a piece of paper He held her hand and said "Read it later" He always wished they would never part He said in a sad voice, "You just broke my heart" She opened the door and walked out into the rain Thats when she saw the lights of the train Realizing too late what she had sighted With a blink of an eye, metal collided All she could see was blood running red And someone saying, "I'm sorry..He's dead" The ambulance sounded like an agony cry Then she read the paper and it said "Without you, I'd die" 10th Grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, So I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes,  wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Senior year One fine day she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,  I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Graduation A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Marriage Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Death Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! .........'I wish I did too...'  I thought to my self, and I cried.

	"Welcome To My Life"   Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me [Chorus:] To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me [Chorus] No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like, what it's like   [Chorus x2] Welcome to my life Welcome to my life "Scars" I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life [Chorus x2] "Today" My life has become broken. Nothing left to search for, everything is laid out right in front of me. Seeing the past, hating the present, knowing the future I cry, and try, and begin to realize that missing piece of the puzzle must have burned away. Because I cant seem to find it; I can’t seem to hold onto anything that will make me want to stay. (refrain::) Cause its breaking me. Shaking my mind, so I cant breath. Haunting every word i say. Just let the pain go away; drift away. And I wont come back again today.. Life is a mystery that will never be told. Can’t seem to figure anything out. My body is drained, face pale, nothing left. My eyes poor out blood of doubt and I cry, and try, and begin to realize that these painful cries of help are stuck deeply inside of me. And I can’t see anything, this blood is blinding my vision. I just want to be let free. (refrain) (Say goodbye) I’m not coming back today (end of lies) This will be the price you pay (the tears I cry) Will all be washed away Because I’ve decided I’m not coming back today. "Where do I belong" Nowhere to hide, nothing to say, and I’m all alone. The thought of pure happiness is so unreachable now. And everyone makes me feel like its my fault. Since when is this world so unbearable? Depression no more is a problem, but a disease. [Chorus:] Because there are no arms for me to go to, and running away is just giving in. How can I go back home now? Home isn’t real anymore. Home is just an ideal blur. Where do I belong? Why are all of the children doing this? You wonder why I am so hateful. You’ve brought me up with fights and lies half my life. You think I come up with this shit myself? Where else would I get it from but you? It’s not my generation that fucked up, Your generation brought this upon me. [Chorus] Maybe if you’d just take some of your precious time to think about someone other than yourself. You’re so ignorant to the fact that I’m feeling this way. You and your people have become more fucked up than us. Distractions by your pathetic lives don’t allow you to see anything. You’re looking straight forward. Maybe you should look around for once. [Chorus] Home isn’t real (Where do I go) Home is ideal (I’m all alone) Everything’s just a blur! I don't know where I belong! [Chorus] "Desired Constellation" It's tricky when You feel someone Has done something On your behalf It's slippery when Your sense of justice Murmurs underneath And is asking you: How am I going to make it right? With a palm full of stars I throw them like dice Repeatedly I shake them like dice And throw them on the table Repeatedly Repeatedly Until the desired constellation appears And I ask myself: How am I going to make it right? How am I going to make it right? How am I going to make it right? And you hear How am I going to make it right? Aladdin "A Whole New World' ^wonderful movie! and song! I can show you the world Shining, shimmering, splendid Tell me, princess, now when did You last let your heart decide? I can open your eyes Take you wonder by wonder Over, sideways and under On a magic carpet ride A whole new world A new fantastic point of view No one to tell us no Or where to go Or say we're only dreaming A whole new world A dazzling place I never knew But when I'm way up here It's crystal clear That now I'm in a whole new world with you Now I'm in a whole new world with you Unbelievable sights Indescribable feeling Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling Through an endless diamond sky A whole new world Don't you dare close your eyes A hundred thousand things to see Hold your breath - it gets better I'm like a shooting star I've come so far I can't go back to where I used to be A whole new world Every turn a surprise With new horizons to pursue Every moment red-letter I'll chase them anywhere There's time to spare Let me share this whole new world with you A whole new world That's where we'll be A thrilling chase A wondrous place For you and me